Sinful Indulgence.

2006-03-28T14:14:00.000+08:00

i miss being in a state of delirium. lets "HAIYAA!!" all the way, run and ram into each other, doing cartwheels at underground mrt stations and i wanna play FBI at carparks! gossshhhh. so exciting! HAHAHA

been a bum lately. what's newwwwww.

2006-03-25T23:49:00.000+08:00

the bitch was being a bitch today. it was almost charging towards irra despite the leash. lucky the leash was long enough to hold IT back. stupid bitch. perangai BitchFit. i kick you then you know.

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happy advanced 17th birthday hanisah MI! bday pit at ECP was mediocre. the people and the food were yummy! i had to say tt. oppsy daisy.

2006-03-25T12:50:00.000+08:00

my bill reached 100 bucks, or somewhere close to that; according to the father. i didnt dare to even look @ it. my sentiments were right. i knew it was coming, considering people hv been calling my phone to talk, even for 5 mins or so. but it has been happening too often& the time& money accumulated. AND screw my M1 plan, it doesnt have free incoming call whatsoever.
and i think ive been smsing too much. HAHA. whats new?

so the father threatened to terminate my line :( THAT IS SOOOOOOOO SAD, i swear. but the sadness cant beat terminating the broadband line. cos tt will be social suicide. if tt ever happens tt is. lol. i was contemplating jus now.. how am i gonna survive w/o hp. actually on a second thought, i can. but its hard to meet up w people considering I AM ALWAYS LATE. my good frens can vouch(?) for that. geee. on a brighter note, i can always go out and come home late.. bcos then the parents wouldnt be able to call and such. hah. and to think i have a huge excuse to back tt up. sweet.

but please, from now on, pls call my house. chances are i'm always around since i have a phone in my room and.. i cant go out tt often (damn u ezlink).

have a nice day. (:

2006-03-24T20:19:00.000+08:00

adult fare robbed me today. 3 bucks for jus to and fro. KNN. lol.

2006-03-23T16:11:00.000+08:00

i saw an adorable dog that day. i wanted to touch it but i simply cant. so fucking cute la walaoeyy. it behaved according to the owner's commands and it didnt bark. and it had tt pathetic look in it's eyes. (i have a thing w pathetic looking things) i cant stand small dogs which barks excessively; make me wanna give them a flying kick. LOL.

baahhh furry dogs are cute. tinkerbell is a nono.

2006-03-22T19:32:00.000+08:00

how do you comfort someone who had lost their ez link card?

i jus did lost mine; today. worst thing, it has concession less than two weeks and ive no idea how i lost it.
it was there when i boarded the bus, but it was as good as gone when i alighted.

and what if someone used it to borrow books from the lib?
AND AND.. never return it?
:'(

it's frustrating each time i think abt my carelessness. i'm so broke now and w/o ez link, i'm as good as finished. no more of gg out i guess. adult fare will kill me.

i'm trying very hard not to curse here. VERY HARD.

2006-03-20T19:13:00.000+08:00

yesterday i got pissed and i became ugly whenever i'm pissed. viciousness (?) started kicking in.. and god knows wat else. but today, after sleeping away my angst (!), i got disgusted w myself whenever i think about yesterday. geeee.

i went for medical check up today and i got utterly disgusted again. 52 and 160! bloody hell!

2006-03-19T21:22:00.000+08:00

HAHA I WOULD LOVE TO SEE THE OUTCOME WHEN SCH REOPENS.

junn, hanna, raider and i. yeah. foursome. weeee.

2006-03-18T23:31:00.000+08:00

do i even wanna take some course related to home econs? O.o
ahh stressed.

2006-03-18T22:18:00.000+08:00

OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG! my appeal is successful! though second choice, but still. i suppose better than nursing? funny jus now i was picturing myself being a nurse, like as if i was ready to take the role.

i'm extra extra happy cos i will get to see JUNN, RAIDER, HANNA, FARAH, IDAH, AZWANI, JULIE, AMY AND MANY MOREEEE. weeeee so fun.

alhamdulillah. (:
now i dont have to keep saying "oh i'm gg NYP nursing but appealing to tp."
geeee. x))

2006-03-18T16:57:00.000+08:00

17.03 : ECP

we went to MI specially to watch a friendly match btw MI girls/boys vs lower sec VS kids. personally i think the vs kids played better than MI seniors. oppsy daisy then jus came out of nowhere. haha.. but the lower sec kids were so small& cute and SLEEK/SLICK (?). kecil2 cili padi.

we left early to pegi minum2 (how irra wld put it) at ECP mac and had some referendum on MI politics at the wavebreaker (above). was so fun. but it was even more fun as irra and i kept laughing hysterically at Farah's sillybillyness.

you want BOB or BOBBY? hahahhahhaa (inside joke)

?!?!

16.03 : SENTOSA

CRAZY VIDEO. =/

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY RAIDER THE JERK! & HAPYY BIRTHDAY MEI JUAN THE GEEK!

oh boy i had a wonderful time for the past few days w great company to boot. i cannot be bothered to update cos 2 of my bestest friends did the job for me (hehe).

2006-03-16T22:26:00.000+08:00

SIOOLLL AHHHH ( in that tone junn always says it ) i put my nick "i saw a boy and i fell in love w him instantly" and so many people interrogated me on msn. their nosyness cannot maintain siaa.

haha (:

today we took videos again. but not as crazy. but still crazy! weeeee.

2006-03-15T03:01:00.000+08:00

12.3 : SUNDAY.
we got insane at town. taking crazy videos. bought palm shoes and the four of us were in a state of ecstacy and we did tap dancing in the neoprint machine which we had it all to ourselves. what's w head-banging anyway? camwhoring and laughing at every meek silly things. and omg. tepuk-ing each other's breasts?

it was love with wen junn, mei juan and raider. one of the best time ever in 2oo6.

click here or here to view crazy videos. get ready to be turned-off by the extreme crazyness. i swear.

13.3 : MONDAY.

strolling at esplanade in the evening; enjoying the tranquility of the river in which it has to offer. watching a live band performing some jazzy melancholic songs. sitting by the river, lying on the railing, counting stars. "there's one.. oh thr's the other!" so romantic i swear. and then a tiny innocent moth tt got into our way, getting onto our nerves and became fidgety since neither of us are fond of insects. we send suhaila to the control station and the day was still young ( 9.15pm + ) and we wanted to do something scandalous/michievious. went to the basement level of esplanade and started prank-calling/punkd people. boy oh boy. are we good actresses or what.. laughed hysterically at their response. did mass dance thr and tried doing somersaults in short skirts but failed miserably. :( what's w slippers making "piak-piak" noises everytime we hit the floor. twirling and dancing and sliding on the journey back to city link and we called it a day.

"the first place we'll ever bring our boyfriends to is the Esplanade." (: -irra& i.

14.3 : TUESDAY

we were offered free food again. thank you boy. (: hanged out at our usual fav spots at town and juan did some super cool fortune-telling. coincidental? fate? up to you to believe. got addicted. played some observing games but junn got irritated by it since she was the only who has no inkling whatsoever on what the games are about.

"BANG BANG BANG BANG BANG.. who died?"

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w no parents around, my horns reappeared. like how aizat would put it, "like satan alrdy ahh.." haha.. so true. those few days had been short but it was a blast blast blast. it's an understatement btw. no curfews but it was scary to go home late, even if it's jus 11pm. for once, i got irritated by my friends who have curfews. haaa. this entry is plain boring. the fun i had w my girl friends cant be explained by this entry. and i felt like a happy girl once again. ;D

4am in the morning. woohoo! and parents coming back today.

goodbye forever to NOCURFEWS.

2006-03-13T23:58:00.000+08:00

i'm a happy girl. weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

we shall count the stars together. someday.

2006-03-13T01:39:00.000+08:00

it's 146 freaKKIIINNN am. i'm still up chatting w aizat, bobby, junn and juan. today was a blast and i'm frigging tired. oh tomoro's worse. gym+training+outing. baaahhh.

it's wonderful to have someone going the extra mile for you and you only though perhaps due to a hidden agenda and you'll get to enjoy the extra priviledges but not being able to reciprocate the feeling would means(?!) leading him on and tt's cruel.

oh what am i babbling? baaah whatever. it's 149 AM NOW. goodbye.

2006-03-12T15:12:00.000+08:00

HAHAHHAHAHAHA chatting online w that retard w the past is extremely funny.

"DONT BE LATE AHH.. or i'll stuff one whole COLONY of ants into your vagina and you'll confirm be a B w the ULTIMATE ITCH."

O.o
ohh okayokay i scared alrdy. -.-" HAHA. ok off to town w the girls. bye.

2006-03-12T15:03:00.000+08:00

m e i j u a n ; __[JR]²__ foolish words. says:
i feel a littttle bit 'off' today.
// ________ ; my plug-in baby <3 ; * says:
how come?
// ________ ; my plug-in baby <3 ; * says:
i thot ure excited man?
m e i j u a n ; __[JR]²__ foolish words. says:
OFF AS IN.. last time at escape that type of off.
m e i j u a n ; __[JR]²__ foolish words. says:
you know..
m e i j u a n ; __[JR]²__ foolish words. says:
screw loose type.
// ________ ; my plug-in baby <3 ; * says:
CHEYYY!
// ________ ; my plug-in baby <3 ; * says:
you siao B w the ITCH.
// ________ ; my plug-in baby <3 ; * says:
lol.
m e i j u a n ; __[JR]²__ foolish words. says:
WTF
m e i j u a n ; __[JR]²__ foolish words. says:
lol.
m e i j u a n ; __[JR]²__ foolish words. says:
you ass with the hole.
m e i j u a n ; __[JR]²__ foolish words. says:
the WHORE in horrifying.
m e i j u a n ; __[JR]²__ foolish words. says:
chey. hahahahhaaa.
// ________ ; my plug-in baby <3 ; * says:
HAHAHAHA
// ________ ; my plug-in baby <3 ; * says:
you slicky SNAKE in the LUT
// ________ ; my plug-in baby <3 ; * says:
?!?!?!?!?
m e i j u a n ; __[JR]²__ foolish words. says:
WTF IS THAT?!
m e i j u a n ; __[JR]²__ foolish words. says:
HAHAHAHHAAAAA
m e i j u a n ; __[JR]²__ foolish words. says:
slut?
m e i j u a n ; __[JR]²__ foolish words. says:
WHAT THE FUCK LA.
m e i j u a n ; __[JR]²__ foolish words. says:
hahahaaaa
// ________ ; my plug-in baby <3 ; * says:
HAHAHAH
m e i j u a n ; __[JR]²__ foolish words. says:
the what with the fuck.
m e i j u a n ; __[JR]²__ foolish words. says:
WOOHOO.
// ________ ; my plug-in baby <3 ; * says:
the screw in you.
// ________ ; my plug-in baby <3 ; * says:
LOLS.
m e i j u a n ; __[JR]²__ foolish words. says:

m e i j u a n ; __[JR]²__ foolish words. says:
OMG
m e i j u a n ; __[JR]²__ foolish words. says:
haha that one rocked.
m e i j u a n ; __[JR]²__ foolish words. says:
LOL. the KA with the NI with the NA.
m e i j u a n ; __[JR]²__ foolish words. says:
sorry. a bit retarded ah today
// ________ ; my plug-in baby <3 ; * says:
the RETARD w the past.
// ________ ; my plug-in baby <3 ; * says:
LOL.
// ________ ; my plug-in baby <3 ; * says:
hahahahhahaha
// ________ ; my plug-in baby <3 ; * says:
this is so fun i swear!
// ________ ; my plug-in baby <3 ; * says:
gonna copy this convo to blog
m e i j u a n ; __[JR]²__ foolish words. says:
MEREPEK LAAAAA.

hahhahaha.. i literally LOL, my sis thougght i was going nuts. =/

nonsense sia you, mei juan.

2006-03-10T13:03:00.000+08:00

OMGGG 10 MINS AGO TURNED OUT SUPERDUPER EMBARRASSING FOR ME.

i called 62410241, thinking it was my friend's house number, NURAIDAH. damn confifuck noe.

me.
that malay guy on the other line.

hello. boleh saya ckp dgn nuraidah? ( hello. may i speak to nuraidah?)
saper? (who?)
err. nuraidah.
NUR-AI-DAH?
ahh yaah.
namer saper? ( what's your name )

it started to smell fishy.

tu bukan rumah nuraidah? (tt's not nuraidah's hse?)

blahblahblah..
NI CANADIAN PIZZA HOTLINE. AHAHHAHAHA

BABI &*@^&*@#^SGY%TAS& !!!
i was giggling nonstop after i placed the phone down.
OMGGGG wtf lah.

2006-03-09T13:11:00.000+08:00

MY LATE GRANDMOTHER'S YOUNGER BROTHER JUS PASSED AWAAAY. of old age.

:'(

so fast. i mean, without warning at all. ive always been fond of my petite grand-uncle.
made me recall what ive been preached in madrasah.

death can happen anytime, anywhr. and it's painful. arghhhh.

how is it like to die?

2006-03-09T12:40:00.000+08:00

yesterday was all bull. i didnt even do any spring cleaning to my room though i did go to the lib which pretty much didnt count. i woke up today, planless except that i'm gg gym in the afternoon later.

meanwhile, i watched Track& Field competition on channel 24. HOTHOTHOT. ive always been in favour of sprinters; well generally, runners. not everyone can run w that scrunched (?) up and constipated look at a fast speed (!). and they look so light!! i like.. haha.. and one thing ive always been noticing when it comes to runners, is their body. so toned. aiyaiyai. so gagagagagagaga know. muscular, yes. whatdoyouexpect, oh boy. i'm so fond of those drumstick legs and bony shoulders (?!) and toned tummy and and.. you get the drift. so inspired. HAHAHAHAHA.

so bored that i painted my tinyweeny+ugly nails pink. jus for a few hours yesterday. (=

btw, TWIX chocolate is orgasmic. GAGAGAGA. =/

2006-03-08T13:57:00.000+08:00

i miss studying. i really really do. the irony of having too much time in your hands. i wish i have smtg to do. maths, bio.. anything.

2006-03-08T13:04:00.000+08:00

Now I'm here

And I'll drink to the shame

I'll drink to the madness

That made me this way

i have no plans today. damn siaaan. i shall take the initiative to clean my room bcos it's filthy and dusty and then i can make way to the library and prolly improve on my english. tomoro then go gym. haiiiyaa okaay la.

it's nice to hear a senior or two wants you to come back. suhweeet.

bye.

2006-03-07T21:09:00.000+08:00

today, out of the blue, i felt like cutting my fringe. it's like at the spur of the moment kinda thing. since my glory days are gonna be over when sch reopen.. i might as well do something drastic to my hair. fringe being the essential part of my face, lol, i thot of risking it la. so i cut it. and apparently the rest of the girls exc juan wanted to cut. my gfs directed the hairdresser on my hair. lol. and it turned out.. walaoeyy. chey HAHA. my first time having such short fringe!! i kept whining nonstop after that.

the gfs said it's fine. and so does the sister. brother says it's better than before. oh wells. (:

before that, FINALLY, i went to appeal alrdy. weeee. the first time i went thr today, i TOTALLY FORGOTT to bring my results slip. damn happy and confifuck noe when i went out of the house today thinking ive brought everything. skali when i was thr, w appeal form all ready skali junn jus asked abt the slip and i totally forgot about it. argggh how could i. but it's so funny. so thank god, my bestfriend accompanied me go alllllllllllllllllllllllll the way home to take the slip and went back thr the second time and missed 518 to head to town. so fucking pissed noe. omggggggggggg.

did the usual at town. usual hang out place at cahaya w junn, juan, raider and fard and we saw liy, fyza and company! sweeet. then looked for skirts and bags and blaaaahhhh. and these macdonald shoes caught our eyes! my godd. they are like HUGE and FLASHY. the size tk boleh maintain sia. lols. so funny. nono for junn and i.

everything is so funny these days. i cant help smiling to myself. life's beautiful.
bye.

2006-03-06T20:42:00.000+08:00

i woke up today feeling extremely lethargic. i'm not sure if i'm happy w the fact tt i can sleep on everyday from now till mid april or basically feeling lost w no plans every weekdays.
so i pulled myself together and followed aisyah and her mom to NYP as she wanted to appeal to nursing.

i'm ambivalent whether or not i like nyp. correction; i'm certain i dont quite like the atmosphere in NYP. its like, land of the munjens. it's like so monotonous i swear. baaahh. and the journey there is dreadful. tp definitely beat nyp in every aspect.

and then after that i met idah and i followed her to some job interview. i was offered the job as well so it was rather impromtu. quite interested at first but after tt it started to smell fishy. metaphorically. they were many applicants who are around my age. they seem desperate for us adolescent to do the dirty job for them. gee so i chickened out.

then we talked and we walked around the new geyland, oppo the singpost. HAHA.. for starters, i think we talked and confided in each other ALOT. really, heee. thank you! ;D my day was fun.

but i felt like a bum! been idling too much. it's fucking disgusting. and depressing. HAHA WTH AM I TAKING ABOUT? it has only been ONE PATHETIC DAY of no sch at all? HAHA but i still, i felt maha fat. GYM PLS.

i love you father, alot. HAHAHAHA.
bye.

2006-03-05T21:42:00.000+08:00

"Jangan termakan budi berbalas body." -ustaz zain.

wow. that can be the statement of the year. HAHA.

2006-03-04T18:20:00.000+08:00

MARCH 01.

the day i skipped sch to catch FD3 with mei juan, junn and HQ, my bitchy partner. <3

FRI, MARCH 03 2006.

wonderful seniors (floorball).

Deepak (sp?) and myself. a retained classmate of mine. friendly indeed.
PAE floorballers. (girls)

2 months of schooling in MILLENIA INST at bartley. wonderful time. the school evoked plenty of emotions as i'm already emotionally-attached to it. there are some things that i will definitely miss as these things are alrdy etched at the back of my head.

the building itself. very small, very cosy (tho not convenient) w MI barltey having small population to boot. it's like, everyone knows everyone. feels like home. hot seniors. getting lectured by azlan for crashing MI toh tuck. doing detentions for either that or being late. selit food into the library and munch on them behind the book racks. having irra to tie my hair like some scorpion pattern. berry at our favourite toilet at the library block. coming to sch late and yet not being caught for tt (sometimes). skipping tutorials and lectures. MR THIANG lol. mass PE. FLOORBALL AND FLOORBALL SENIORS. pae batch. and lastly, like irra too, i'll definitely miss taking 25 to ubi and take 93 to school. i mean, chances of me taking 93 again to whereever, prolly will never happen again. and of cos, i'll miss going to sch w tht hot bastard, one of the seniors i made friends w when i stepped into MI.

one thing i LOVE about MI is, it's so multi-racial. the people there are so "colourful" and sociable, whether you know them or not.

to irra and bobby, thank you for the note. very sweet. (:

so on friday, we had our last official floorball training for us pae batch. it was loveeeee. i think deena, irra, azwani and afiqah and i do make a good floorball team and company. we played plenty sets of fast game and i love it. training ended at 7 and we waited an hour for almost the whole team seniors+pae batch to get ready to have dinner at our favourite place, PAYA LEBAR singpost. haha. everyone took mrt home and i smell a strong team spirit. (:

oh boy. i love MI! goodbye for now. 060506 it is. x)

2006-03-04T17:24:00.000+08:00

it's a great challenge to not remove these rubber bands tt are attached to my upper and lower teeth. hurts like fucckkk. :'(

2006-03-03T23:01:00.000+08:00

the father laughed upon hearing my future school. woooohoooo. lucky he's supportive.
but i'm still appealing. the poly sucks la omggg. :(

tomoro is my 2 months anniversary. sweeet (:

2006-03-03T22:13:00.000+08:00

i hate hot people. bcos even if they behave bastardly towards you and then start sucking up to you, you cant help but.. give in to them.

cos youre damn hot la babi.

2006-03-02T21:46:00.000+08:00

my favourite girls in MILLENIA INS. i dont see this grp anymore. :(

i found this in my computer.

beginning of secondary four days. HAHAHA. looks damn bitchy i noe, but we are not ah.

taken after we got traumatised by tom the dickhead.

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during gym session today, i felt like a bum. woozy woozy woah woah. it's disgusting. mei juan has a loyal stalker. cheychey.

school's gonna end. what am i gonna do on monday onwards? haiyer. upset.

2006-03-01T21:31:00.000+08:00

everything is so sweeet man.
drama-mama. i happy ah. are you?
okay who knows tomoro.. upset.

HAHAHAHAHAHA.

ape jer.

fd3 was disturbing. gory. but cool. i like. tho i still prefer saw II's gore.
okay time to delete pictures.

goodnight.

2006-02-28T21:38:00.000+08:00

i see people signing up to eljay, i jealous noe. bcos it seems like the cool-er pple are the ones tt have eljay. mebbe i shld sign up to eljay. HAHAHA.

2006-02-28T21:23:00.000+08:00

todaay turned out fun. waking up at 11+ am was heaven. after which irra and i went to hang out w the tkg girls at banquet parkway. and then we went for training! dang the eye candies werent thr. lols. but i love today's training. especially during the fast game. AZWANI GILER TK BOLEH MAINTAIN AHH. what's with the makciks crib man. ahahaha..

fickle punye fickle. finally irra and i decided to join the floorball seniors cos they invited us to join them for dinner. oh boy, was it fun or what.. hahah..
and thanks bobby! (:

yayyyayyyayy. no parents from 12-15 march. how does tt sound? (:

2006-02-28T13:03:00.000+08:00

~~i swear hanna looks like a sex kitty in the neos. scary shit cos tt's so not her.~~ O.o

2006-02-27T20:36:00.000+08:00

24 FEB 2 oh-oh six.

my favourite girls. (: hahakz. i sound like a mama-san.
OMGGGGG! i see "LOUDSPEAKER" being raped infront of CCineileisure. mannn tt irritant bitch shld be raped and be kept quiet. lols.
if i kissed you.. ( it's a song. )
fard had to do some dare shit by standing on the chair and making a fool of herself. HAHA. it's not a dare actually. some forfeit shit cos she dropped the tumbling towerrr! twice summore. :D
dont i jus love these girls.

apparently, it's liyana's 18th birthday! sadly, i cldnt really hang out much w the MI people. oh wells. love you, liy!
i love this shot. the reflection is like fucking cool ah sia.

from walking down orchard st in a line to hanging out at top level of paragon and savouring every bits of OCK fried fritters to taking crazy neoprints to having junn and i yelling "HAIYERRR!!" in public w tt high pitch voice and pretending it wasnt us to simply hanging out at GALILEE FRIENDS AT CINEI and at the same time, playing HEART ATTACK; having our hearts leaping out of the rib cage when someone yells "heart attack!!" and lastly, playing tumbling tower which happens to be our favourite. having tt anticipated feeling when thr's no longer "right" blocks to pick cos it might jeopardize (sp?) the stability of the tower. whoever who cause it to tumble, well. you simply have to do the forfeit. :D

ASIAN AEROSPACE 2006.

the above fighter plane is an epitome of hot and sexy. THE DAKOTA DEMOLITION. the curves and all, gorgeous i swear. altho i must say, planes arent my favourite toys. saw the A380 commercial plane which is the first to fly. the largest commercial plane. it's obese! haha. normal commercial planes are long but this is short, and thick? haha. but it's damn cute. ( lazy to post the picture. )

then headed to swensen's to have a heavy meal. outing w sis and bro + sis' bf and his bro wasnt tt bad afterall.

2006-02-26T12:39:00.000+08:00

lately, ive been bugging the father by asking whether i can ever have a boyfriend. that is so weird, really. not tt i have a current candidate to be named 'my first bf.' anyway. i know this doesnt apply to everyone but i really need a green light from the parents when it comes to having an official significant other. some form of an assurance? the father has psychoed me since i was young never to have a boyfriend. for fear tt i might go overboard. i felt meek and looking at my position, i felt no right to disobey. so when it comes to getting into a rship, i always think of the consequences; picturing myself and the boyfriend getting caught by the father while holding hands in public. and then, comes the following consequences such as being grounded etc etc. but wth. tt was then.

in between, nothing has changed. except that being 16+ does gv me the balls and guts to regurgitate the question over and over again. this time, the father is cool though still strictly adamant.. w jokes in btw. i kept reitterating (sscrew sp) tt the cousins alrdy have bf/gf (s) so i stated it's fair tt i'm given the liberty to have at least one too. so one day. we went over to grandmother's to pay a casual visit. in the midst of it, i selit and asked the same qn to her and her answer was as cool as ice. "of cos you can have one but you have to be honest to your parents." way to go! hahah.. the mother jokingly added tt if i ever have one, he has to go for an interview w the mother. considering the grandmother's position in the family tree, i'm entitled to listen to her instead of the father tho he might object to it. so for short, i've been given the green light. (self-proclaimed statement, i know)

BUT does it matter? not tt things will change anyway. HAHA.

! random+boring entry.

2006-02-23T22:24:00.000+08:00

socialising is tiring. and so is comforting.

but all for you.

2006-02-21T21:57:00.000+08:00

boredom. a waste of time. tt's what sch has been, nowadays. the only lesson i'm interested in is, mathematics. logarithms ( sp? ) and trigo. LOVE! i'll never get bored doing the sums. other than tt, school is either abt eating, slacking at the library, looking at people or sleeep. how mundane.

and it drains alot of energy. geee. but everyday is the same thing. and we managed to get thru all that. a cycle, if you'd like to call it.

2006-02-19T21:25:00.000+08:00

nothing beats spending quality time w your bestfriends on a cool sunday. hugs& french kisses. savouring every bit of fish and chips and rodeo chicken from Swensons. enjoying the serenity and the tranquility by the singapore river. and taking spastic pictures in one fitting room. suhweeet. (:

been seeing quite a number of multi-racial couples lately. particularly malay guys + chinese girls. i think it's either a fad or a trend. but serious sia. junn and juan do think the same way. like it's a form of a trend. like it's cool having chinese girls as a gf. haha. personally, i dont care lah. but ive yet to see malay girls w chinese guys. interesting.

i was thinking. what if i have a chinese bf? omg two words comes to my mind. FUCKING COOL! waahahaha. chey. yar seriously. i like multi-racial couples. budden a friend reminded me the other day. what if he eats pork!! AHAHAHA. imagine french kissing him after he had lunch from home. WOW. and wat about the other way round? malay guy french kissing his chinese gf? wooaaa. HAHA. budden again. it's no longer alien that quite a number of muslims have tried eating pork and god knows what. heh what's new ehh.

okay digressing too much alrdy.
fantabulous day. lovelove!

2006-02-18T16:04:00.000+08:00

oh boyy. dont we jus loveeeeeeeee laughing at pork girl. she's a muslim and she eats pork and god knows what else she has been doing.

tsk tsk tsk.

2006-02-16T20:17:00.000+08:00

omggg i am so tired. didnt have much decent sleep yesterday. reason being i had a nasty stomachache. slept for like 0.000456421 seconds, then stomach attack. babi. pain like fuck. then run frantically to the toilet. lucky toilet in my room. if not i would have crapped in my pants. thus i didnt go to sch. so sad rigggghhht. ;(

then. i released all those nonsense in my tummy and we patched up, and everything was back to normal. met up w shida, izyan, su, eeduh, farhan, iman + other company to bowl at downtown east. oh boy. it was interesting, wasnt it? HAHAHA. okaaay inside story. :P:P

THEN RIGGGHHHT. i went to gym know. like after so long of planning. finally i have the discipline to go. it's like a stepping stone to more upcoming sessions. 1 hour! i was on the verge if giving up at one of the machines. WALAO EY. tiring like fuck. but quite cool laaa. waaa so many guys k. the ratio of guys to ladies is like 10:1. yalor.

i must sleep before NINE since i've promised irra to go to sch tomoro. -_______________-"
dont stay too late kids.

okaaye bye!

2006-02-16T20:08:00.000+08:00

i. think. i. like. you.

2006-02-16T10:37:00.000+08:00

ironic but so true.

my stomach is being a bitch right now.

so pathetic. only three pathetic few like irra, eeduh and idah went to sch. oohh hehe.

2006-02-14T20:38:00.000+08:00

#1 #3 #4 : boredom at starbucks = camwhoring. courtesy of irra!
#2 : MEET MY COMPETITOR, irra. i thot i was the only self-centered one who always come late and let others wait up for me, but NO. she comes later than i do! and i have to wait for her this time. tasting my own medicine aye. ape ni?
#5 : khalaf the retard.

so yesterday we had some minimini pot luck. it was cool tho. had fun blading and all. until i broke down over something really stupid. i'm sorry guys! heh. thanks for the grp hug. specifically irra, liy, fyza, khalaf, adli and hamkah (sp?). thank you.

and today. i tried fried mars bars after meeting w irra, junn and liy and company! omggg it's so fatty!! but yummy in the tummy noe! we went for the interview and putting an act at the same time and the MANAGER believed us! HAHAHA. you see, the interview was yesterday but we were late and we didnt go. so we went today claiming tt he told us tt 14th of feb was the day when we shld come down for interview. so he went like, "oh i think it's a mistake on my part." how gullible. but cool anyway. i guess we might get the jobb! AHAHAHA. fucking cool.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA i'm like so happy you know. YOU KNOWW?! okaay bye!

2006-02-11T12:37:00.000+08:00

i swear i'm damnnnnn happy for 12 pointers ( r5 ) like mei juan and farah cedar. damn proud of you guys ahh.

haha. i'm still comforting myself. in a way.
initially i was thinking of telling those who had wished me budden again, it doesnt matter anymore. okay so here goes for those who wanna know:

eng b4 >:(
emaths b4.
pure bio b4.
Cscience b3.
mt a2. i swear i shld have retook >:(
Chumans c5.
amaths c5.

r5: 22 ( 31 for prelims )
r4: 17 ( 22 for prelims )
r4 + cca: 15 (18 for prelims )

so at least ive improved 5 grades for pBio and 4 grades for amaths.
so as you can see, i am referring back to my prelims results cos i'm trying v hard to convince myself that i have improved and that i shld thank god. of cos i do thank god for that kind of results since i admit i didnt study hard enough but i cant help thinking i cld have done better and this thought makes me feel worse cos it's fucking ovvvvverrrrrrrrrrrrr. :(

ok shut up raihanah.

anyway my parents are going Indonesia during the march holidays for 4days straight. i am considering whether to go or not. but the company is utterly disgusting. the makciks and pakciks clan. LOL.

2006-02-10T23:30:00.000+08:00

my results are mediocre. better than expected. has improved. but MEDIOCRE. my frens either do the same as i do or better. haha. was feeling like daaaamnnn neutral at first, as in, i'm okay w my results. netiher happy nor sad. but on a second thot, i feel damn stupid ah sia.

hahaa. but my parents are cool abt it. i guess tt's all tt matters. (:

2006-02-10T12:17:00.000+08:00

now the anxiety feeling has kicked in. talk about at the nick of time.
if all goes well. i'll look for a job w irra after we receive our results and prolly go for a run in the evening.
we'll see we'll see.

IF ALL GOES WELL. haaa.

2006-02-10T10:51:00.000+08:00

i'll post the pics i took yesterday some other time.
today is THE DAY. thanks for all the wishes from fellow friends.
appreciate it at times like this. (:
i'll make it a point to open my results outside school so that nosy little juniors wont ask.
:P

2006-02-08T21:25:00.000+08:00

ive decided to edit the previous post. before more speculations arise about me being racist. lol. which i am strictly not. okaay no further explainations. heh.

omg my class 06b4 is crazycrazycrazy!! for once, all of us were thr to take a very last class picture, organized by my darling form teacher, mrs heng. i swear, she's this caring teacher whose eng is a abit rusty but she's sooooooooooooooo sweeeet. she likes hugging people. haha -____-" okay lah she's cool. and then our class became all noisy and insane and started singing a happy birthday song for our teacher and some random people. and it went on for like forever! hahah.

and my chinese guy friends from maris stella are sooooooooooooooooooo merepek. afiq and mat taught them nonsense malay words like. "aku kacak." and "aku kocok." and each time we passed by, they'll address themselves by that. LOL. one of classmate, WILL, has an indo grandmother and he cld more or less pick up some malay like, "EHH KAU SIALL AHH." hahah. i swear tt's fucking cool ah sia.

and OMGGG. today laughed like some insane-lunatic morons when irra, izyan, ain and myself lepaked at shida's crib. we were privileged (sp?) to savour the delicious nasi goreng shida's maid has specially cooked for it. anyway. we made fun of some silly fools and made ugly retarded faces. i saw the ugly side of irra and it was hideous. hehehe. :P:P

what a day. it was dull to begin w but ended up w a cheery note. (:
i love my schmates alot. lets have fun tomoro kay? for god knows, it cld be the last day for some of us.

2006-02-07T21:50:00.000+08:00

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ive become v dependent on sch alrdy. it has become a huge part of my life. when i woke up in the late morning since i dont bother to go to sch today but rather for training, i cant help but wonder what i'm gonna do. suddenly i felt tt thr's so much time in my hands. so i cant help but ponder how this will change when i no longer have to go to MI and no longer hafta wake up at 550 in the morning. so weird kan? sighsigh.

i'm feeling so empty right now. not nervous or anything. or mebbe not yet. father wanted to choose the course for me. wtf lah. wtf know. cos he said he's paying for my education. HAHA -_________-" and please lar people ( lol as in some of my friends). i knw u all are thoughtful but stop saying i'll do well for Os and whatever "comforting" bullshits. then if i do badly how? shoot you in the head??? O MY GODDDDDDDDD.

hehehe. okay all the best to all those getting their results. loveyouloveyouloveyou!

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2006-02-05T20:55:00.000+08:00

people shldnt bitch in their blogs lah. i knw ive done that but i am trying my best to restrict myself from doing so. coz it's cowardice w a capital C. they shld say face to face and cut the hypocrisy bullshit.

OKAY I NEED THEM CHOCS. ahhh bye!

2006-02-05T14:10:00.000+08:00

hearts.

of coz, i love the rest of you too. namely irra, izyan, liy, hanisah, eeduh and the rest. (:

2006-02-05T13:41:00.000+08:00

haiyer. i'm feeling so.. so.. ................... yeah exactly. i have no exact word for it. not happy nor sad. mebbe a little stoned. one of those moments tt i dont really care much about the world. nor how others perceive of me.

haii. jus when i thot this feeling is over. it had to kick in again. confused confused. "oh whatever!" *in that bimbotic tone ( irra's favourite quote. )

EHH I SWEAR MY ENG ALRDY KARAT. havent been writing much and been skipping GP lessons for like.. forever.

2006-02-04T13:25:00.000+08:00

today- one month anniversary for braces and me. lovelove. anyway thr was this boy and his mon. the boy was only shaking his leg and his mom went, "do not shake your leg." oh woahwoah wtf? ok so enough of orange and yellow. purple and light purple up next.

yesterday was my first time ever going for detention. breaking point of my life. haha. damn sad lah. reason being we were caught for crashing toh tuck campus. but the sch abit lagging ah sia. we crashed like last last mon and one week later then they took actions by announcing our names infront of every pae studs in the audi. and last wed, wen jun crashed my sch. my malay guyfrens all said youre one hot stuff know. haha. was a tad close from being caught. like wtf. they never talked abt crashers and all tt security shit until my friend came. like wrong timing rigghht.

okay so detention wasnt that bad. tt was a downright understatement ah. detention was fun! irra and i had to clean the gym. a pretty tiring job coz the gym's filthy but the other 3 east spring girls had to do some rearranging in the pe room. the two DMs were cool actually. ok mr singh is cool-er coz he speaks malay!! w the exact accent as to how we typical malays speak.

detention took less than an hour. after which we joined the floorball guys to watch the friendly match btw MI and ITE simei. well apparently ITE simei floorball-ers are super duper good. ite simei, as in the building itself, is like woaaahhhh. big and new. ok wth. smtg like poly. coz they have different schs and all.

okay now i shall digressed.
when is Os results coming man? the last time i heard it was 10th. now 6th? this apprehension feeling hasnt start to kick in but what worries me the most is the lack of time for me to spend w my fellow millenians. damnnn sad lah, i swear. told myself never to get emotionally-attached to the sch and the friends ive met but sometimes, you cant help it. well lemme make myself clear okay. dont ask me for my Os results. will tell, eventually. but not before ive cooled down. tt is if i screw my Os. hahah. (:

gtg to lian's feast and chingay parade at town. bye.

2006-01-31T18:07:00.000+08:00

BLOODDY FUCKK! hehehe. i am sorry.
cant express how shocked i am.
oh oh. SINGAPORE IS BLOODY SMALLLLL.

friendster is enough to connect you to him, her and prolly everyonee!
so fun right. SO for all yu know, you and her are related. issh.

2006-01-31T17:28:00.000+08:00

it doesnt seem like shit. nor a cake either. so dont ask me what it is eh. but highly edible. :)

someone jus sent me the coolest message ever !!!!! at friendster that is. HAHAH that made my day. OKAYE AKU COOL! (:

i miss junn and juaan so fucking much, i swear. it's been quiet lately, no? will i be seeing you girls tomoro? :(

my days at MI will be numbered. around 1 week or more left. and then thats it. only memories left for me to hold on.

sugary sweet, you are.

2006-01-30T16:42:00.000+08:00

i want to wallow in self-pity right now tho i have no apparent reason for that.

everything is so dead. i'm bored = edgy = restless.

yesterday's gathering at aunt's crib at kembangan was funnn! i ate alot ah sia. from tiramisu to tom yam to curry to nasi goreng to shepard's pie to tiramisu. hah again. tiramisu is love munn. ok gym session has to come prettay soon or i'll grow horizontal. :(

mhmm i really cant wait for wednesday. i even dreamt about it. this is getting crazy but cool nontheless. and ommgggggg !!!!! i can work alrdy. during weekends. ahh fuck. tt's cool okaay!!!! prolly in a cafe or smtg. hopefully it's a low profile job. hahaha. damn i feel like some teenage retard.

byee.

2006-01-29T13:45:00.000+08:00

where are my picctuurreees? :(

niwae ive decided to delete the previous-previous post. it's disgusting.
i am a non-believer in this kind of shit. so sue me.

bye.

2006-01-29T13:07:00.000+08:00

PICTURES; CNY CELEB AT MI.

cos if we were to set our differences aside, we'll be one big happy family.

plenty of love to my fellow millenians. (:

and thanks to afiq rezza for the treat at Cahaya.

2006-01-27T22:36:00.000+08:00

i like seeing couples fight in public. oh i really do. it's sucha pleasure.

i like looking at hot girls. esp those w hot legs and i'll go. "woaa kaki mauttt!" (killer legs)
despite that, i'm still boy-crazyy ! khasdy87934adsasd

this is soooooooooo random.

2006-01-26T20:32:00.000+08:00

simply mild. until the flowers began to bloom. and blossomed.
only to be destroyed by the storm.

disappointed, really. i swear at a point of time i zould zhange zhe zorld zor zou.
wats with this feeling.. :(

i owe plenty to the white chocolate cake w macadamia nuts from secret recipe. havenly.

2006-01-25T19:37:00.000+08:00

you know the feeling of really wanting to make friends w that girl or guy? it's really an agony esp when 2 shy hands jus cant seem to clap.

2006-01-25T19:21:00.000+08:00

it is a mere delusion. thinking i am emotionally bionic but truth is, behind these facade lies a fragile soul. goood? mebbe. bad? perhaps.

ive gone thru this and i'm going thru this again. another trials and tribulations of life.

//

for the first time ever, i'll be working out at the sch gym tomoro. oh yeaayyyy. -.-"

2006-01-24T21:54:00.000+08:00

pop. "wah, habit alrdy eh when it comes to coming home late.." *in that harsh tone

yeaah undeniably ive been coming home late esp when i have floorball training. well i arrived home at 935 today. hurled plenty of lies to mama. i skipped floorball to meet up w my bg best frens to catch up on each other and watch memoirs of a geisha. was super impromtu i swear. thanks for the treat, junn and happy 17th birthday darling.

speaking of memoirs of a geisha, it was 2 hrs long. mundane but interesting.

so yesterday, i crashed MI toh tuck aka the other campus. HAHAHAHA SO HAPPENING I TELL YOU !!!!!! the population is prolly 3-4x the size of mi bartley. spankinnn omgg. HAHAHA.
the differences are self-explanatory BUT they have hot indians lah walao. hot knowww. like those north indian kind. and of coz thr is bryan, an old fren who has sucha captivating smile, woooaaaa. in mi bartley, it's more family-oriented, like everyone knows everyone but at toh tuck, it's freaking large? haa. and the seniors at toh tuck are friendly. (: azwan was being our great host and his frens are all friendlyy. oh wat more can i say.. but it sorta started w a bad note. it was another impromtu crashing. we dont even know wtf it is and all of a sudden, my frens wanted to miss pe so the idea came to mind. arrived thr at 915AM, hahahaha.. and we were a TAD CLOSE TO GETTING INTO TROUBLE. sheeesh

call it mutual crashing by all means necessary but azwan came to my sch today. fellow millenian.
ponned everything inc tutorials excpt first period. guess today turned out memorable cos i finally managed to muster my courage to approach him. HAHHAHAHAH THANK YOU BREM ILU! hahhahaha.. x)))

2006-01-23T19:18:00.000+08:00

when attached girls gets too close to their guy friends, tongues will start wagging; vice versa.
such things are inevitable. either that, or watch your actions.

2006-01-22T21:52:00.000+08:00

WEN JUNN'S 17teenth BIRTHDAY at LOYANG VALLEY CONFERENCE ROOM.

US!

step fierce only. tk menjadi okay.

the pole was our bestfriend.

it's all about you.

i love you, birthday girl. friends always. (:
for more pictures, click here or here.

2006-01-22T21:39:00.000+08:00

MYRIAD OF COLOURS: seoul garden outing, a week ago.

from ltr; hanna, myself, juan, raider and junn. woo (:

2006-01-22T13:27:00.000+08:00

hot bods. runners. afro. fair. cool. slack. chill. tall. witty. hilarious.

smokers. drunkards. fucktards. mats. tapered pants. loud. attached. flirty.

doesnt take long for you to decide, no?

dah dah. ive decided to ditch tt challenge aside and perhaps move on w life.

2006-01-21T23:20:00.000+08:00

we danced, we party. we talked, we flirted. we hugged and we kissed.

i am glad that i came to junn's party. it was a blast. clubbing? heh. new friends. tho i am quite fucked i forgot to bring my dgcam! wished i cld stay longer but o wells. happy 17th birthday. love you darling. my favourite girl. x)

will steal the pics and update them here. haaa.

2006-01-19T21:19:00.000+08:00

from gangster to minah to lesbian to bisexual. apparently my mi frens met my bg fren and that bg fren groped my ass and i groped her's back coz it's routine and my mi frens who isnt used to seeing such indiscreet actions thinks i'm lesbian but i cant be coz i enjoy ogling at guys so now they label me as bisexual like what the helllll?!

havent type any decent entry for quite some time now. sch kept me utterly-disgustingly busy. besides the fact that i always lepak after sch and reach home at 7. hoho. i love going home late at night. whenever we have ntg else to do by 5pm, it feels superduper uncanny.

mi made me notoriouss omgggg. from coming to sch late, to skipping sch, to sleeping in lib instead of going for lectures to leaving off sch earlier than wat is allowed yeaayy. my clique's breaking up so for those who hate us, woohoo congrats to you people but i couldnt care much coz i still have great friends altho i could feel the emptiness inside oohhh. oh whatever.

PE is scary but fun. floorball training is exhausting and.. intimidating in a way. my gfs are INSANE OMGG THEY DRIVE ME NUTS! . :( my teachers are boring. i'm in a complicated predicament. ive crashed tpjc yest after sch and went to tp's open hse today and omg i was oogling (sp?) at one particular big shot bastard from tp. so cutteeee woooaahhh.

fuck this is so random. i have training tomoro and i'm sleeeeepppyyyy. =)

2006-01-18T21:29:00.000+08:00

i diss to be in this predicament. so complicated, i swear.
i'll be damned if i cant survive this.

fuck false hope.

2006-01-17T21:27:00.000+08:00

HAHAHA I JUS REACHED HOME ABOUT 10 MINS AGOO! HAHAHA POWEERR SEYY!

khalaf (sp?), irra's and afiq's friend crashed MI. i jus made a new friend. hilarious lah tht guy. he has this super gila expression on his face. always maake me wanna smile. afiq and khalaf started talking in vs language which was superduperwuper amusing!

HAHAHAHAHAHA i'm in a good mood.
tata!

2006-01-15T21:39:00.000+08:00

it's raihanah, darling.

2006-01-15T18:10:00.000+08:00

love love. <3
the rival schs reunite.
cat fight using floorball sticks? isssh.

2006-01-15T18:06:00.000+08:00

F ONEEE! mclaren?

2006-01-13T21:04:00.000+08:00

from the "KAU JAMBU MAAAAAUUUUUTTT" (youre dead gorgeous) to looking so high and steamy like you felt an orgasm. corny but yes. "KAAAU MEPEEEK GILEEERRRRR!" w the strong emphasis on the R. and switching uniforms. the kc bitch will go, "WANNNA FIGGHHHT AHH?!" while the tkg minah will go, "COME AAHHH!" and then the kc bitch wwill reply, "I GOT STPATS BOYS AS BACK-UP AHH!!" while the tkg minah will go, "I GOT VICTORIANS AHH." while the cedarian stood at one corner. "RELEK ONE CORNER SUA." one minute later, the kc bitch, the tkg minah and the cedarian will reunite.

floorball was fucking tiring. i personally cant stand the run. yes i'd point to the fact tt my stamina has deteriorated but it's also bcos we had to keep running up and down those steeeeeppp stairs.
the sch isnt handicapped friendly btw. the match we had was double humiliation. wahahaha. some weird shit happened in the court. but.. omg. perverts.
finally, we had dinner at simpang bedok. oh finally~

having tt exact feeling when canoeing ended. yeah fucking shagged. :(
i detest weeekends. dreading it. i'm lazy to go to town tomoro. double sadness. :( : (

2006-01-12T21:43:00.000+08:00

this guy who comes to my hse every month to collect the newspapers' fee talked to me like as if i understand mandarin completely. jus bcos he knws i learn mandarin, dont speak to me like that ah. i hate looking clueless!

2006-01-12T17:53:00.000+08:00

talk about ego. mine was deflated into a piece of crap. i had to apologise to a bastard's gf. KNN. well i did and the aftermath was, i was fuming so badly. like i knw if the girl were to be infront of me, i wld have killed her. freaky. anyway it's over but i'm still upset about it.

fuck you. urghh.

my friends and i came to sch v late. 8.05. perhaps around thr. a few people came late, the bus came later, the journey was long and we forgot to press the bell and the next bus stop was like a mile away. thank god it was raining so the ass. DM let us off w/o giving us a lecture or some sort. paid attention for most of the lessons coz this time, we took an effort to move to the second seat, infront. it wasnt tt bad, really.

you know how too big a clique can get so.. messed up. funny that within the clique i'm hanging out with, thr's so much.. spice in them. mmm. KWEEEENNNGGG ALEERRRT! *inside joke.

tomoro i'll be wearing some convent sch's uniform. blue pinnafore w white top inside? heh. AND FLOORBALL TRAINING STARTS TOMORO! v excited! (=

i guess the day started off w a good note but end w a rather.. fucked up note. o wells.

2006-01-11T18:03:00.000+08:00

i feel so naughty today. we didnt pay attention throughout all lessons. we wanted to skip geog lessons but thought better of it. we went out from sch one period ealier than the usual to eat at chai chee rest. hahaha.

and now, i wanna try smoking seesha (sp?). clubbing can wait till i'm 18 or smtg. wah. hoho. and, i'd like to muster the courage to talk to hilfi, the i-am-not-to-be-approached guy. oh yeah~

2006-01-10T13:36:00.000+08:00

i cant savour food. and now. i cant bite my nails!!!!!!!!! KNN. >:(

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as i was kayaking yesterday, it dawned on me. i miss kayaking terribly. :( i miss the races and the long distance paddling. i miss everything about kayaking, the team esp. and now, my friend might be joining kayaking in her jc. damnn i am jealous. heh. alrite. so you want some pointers. err. jus rmbr, when you paddle, ensure tt the two sides of the paddle are facing you the right way. and, when you plunge the paddle, make sure the face of the paddle is entirely in the water. well, tt's all. and dont be so lembek okay. put in full force. good luck, darl. =)

2006-01-10T11:52:00.000+08:00

SENTOSA W MI FRIENDS; 9/01/06.

shida the cutie! this girl is LOUD. absolutely fun to be with. and has a courage of a.. lion? an all-rounder too. she is fucking good at cooking! <3
irra and myself. longest friend in the clique. ((:
their attempts to elevate (sp?).
part of the grp.

the whole group. from various OGs.

on a monday morning. the beginning of a week. sch as per usual. what does that spell? haha. GO FIG lah.

from breakfast at Mac to playing vball and soccer w the friendly couple we made friends w, to playing murderer in the icy water as the rain falls onto our faces to kayaking within the boundaries and to playing pool. to wrap up the day, we had dinner at food culture at CS. the food there is gorgeous altho i merely ate porridge.

wonderful day. w interesting people.

2006-01-08T18:27:00.000+08:00

me. "thanks for kissing me. tt was good."
her: a not-v-close friend. *smile.

omggg. what a disgusting dreaam.

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porridge. liquid. 15 mins of brushing.
i am sorry. i cant help but whine. :(

2006-01-08T16:57:00.000+08:00

OMGG I AM GETTING MY IDD CALLER BACK. pretty soon! in other words, ive been living without idd for 2 years. or more. i am an ultimate survivor. waaahaaaa.

screw the deal, pop. wwooooo!

2006-01-07T20:37:00.000+08:00

" hi. i'm Mary. you are?"

2006-01-07T19:56:00.000+08:00

what is the first word you'll say if your girlfriend fuck you?
*inserts finger into fist.
afiq. "eh cannot feel sia."
liyana. "eh what's this?!"
brother. "ehh cannot!"

one heck of a trick. haha.

mass lectures. as the term suggest, it involves crowd. so during maths, it was particularly hard to absorb on the lesson the teacher was trying to teach bcos it was noisy. anw the topic was everything but alien, functions ( a maths topic ). rmbr ntg much. niwae econs was the usual, damnnn mundane.

"budak tuh kerek sey!"
"tt guy has an attitude prob."
attitude or not, he's cute. period. haha.

i thot friday was a day off from lepak session but god knows why, we all waited for the guys to be done w their prayers and we hung out at paya lebar post office ctr. for 4 hours str. from telling jokes to having situations like "damn i cant believe he's like tt" and whats not. big grp i tell ya. bout 12 pple in all. grp's expanding fast, really. fun people, needless to say.

so we all planned to skip sch on monday and go sentosa. but some say the entry price has gone way up! well i suppose the reliability of the source determines on whether we'll be in sch on monday, or not. :D

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i've worn braces, oh finally. 1 hours plus. my mouth feels v heavy. a pain in the ass, really. no sticky or hard food. oh caramel! oh god forbid. apparently my dad bought indian rojak and it sure takes ALOT of effort to not consume those. :( on a brighter note, imagine how much calories i'll be missing on.. for short, i'll lose weight. =))

OMG MEI JUUAN, YOURE JOINING CANOEING?!! haha. imma super jealous. well good luck!

2006-01-05T19:37:00.000+08:00

JUST FOR THE RECORD. JUNN AND JUAN, YOU ARE STILL LOVED BY ME.
wont forget yall, not now, not ever.

2006-01-05T18:57:00.000+08:00

orientation day III.

i enjoyed myself thoroughly. from the games OG 8 (my grp) won to mass dance w melvin to being selected to represent my OG to be mr and ms MI. kental giler. haha. jus bcos melvin and i kept insisting on partnering each other for the indian, english and chi dance. i mean, i was dancing w him since monday so macam.. i'm more cool w him. funny way to put it. but yeah, we didnt win but i dont care cos it was fun cat-walking and being dressed like youre ready to be recycled. in other words, the mr and ms MI were dressed using recycled products such as newspapers, tissue etc. funny shit. apparently we looked like a wedding couple. haha. the pose was nonsense sia. like you wanna kiss the bride pose whereby i leaned back. haha.. kental saak.

i love my grp! super sporting. thus, we won the most sporting OG!
ALRIGHT?!! OKAAYYY!! haha. wat the hell eh, amira? ( hope youre reading this. ) hehe. mrepek sey!

after sch, we all lepaked at kfc toa payoh. haha.. the same crazy people.

frankly speaking, i'm kinda sad tt my grp will be going into diff classes. arts and commerce. awww. :( numbers inter-changed. friendships forged. beautiful.

haha. whatever lah. wat i knw is, i'm super happy. =)

2006-01-05T18:32:00.000+08:00

hello! haha. i am so happy!! goddamned elated. nono.. i'm ecstatic.
hahahehehhooho!

2006-01-04T19:05:00.000+08:00

MAAAMMMPOOSSS. AKU SHOCKED SIAL.

braces!! i want. lincah aaahhhh.

2006-01-04T18:18:00.000+08:00

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amazingly enough, i got home abt the same time as yesterday.

i'm v shagged. today was much much better than yest tho it started w a bad note. i forgot to bring my orientation shirt ( was the only one wearing pe shirt in the entire cohort ) and we were late waiting for irra. so 4 of our names were noted down by the councillors. kena warned. 7%$7836834#@&. gv chance also cannot. babi.

then like first time gitu ( yest was the first which was in class), we girls changed in the auditorium since the toilet was sooooooooooooo crowded! haha. it was so dark.. so we did it discreetly until we were told thr were security cams!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
baik ah.

towards the end, we had mass dance. the english, malay and chinese. fucking cool i tell ya. i love the indian dance. heee i gt all hyped up. yeah i guess tt's the highlight of the day.

and, like it was all a routine, we lepaked at pp parkway banquet after sch. liyana irra farihin fizah afiq shami khairul anwar's bro and anonymous cute guy. bitching and such. haha. happening! if everyday like this, i declare myself bankrupt.

ok dah. i post this jus for the record. my deteriorating memory is worrying me.

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2006-01-03T18:57:00.000+08:00

wonderful people. new friends. cliques formed. mass dance. boy asked girl, girl asked boy. second glances. lepak-ing.

11 claps, MI!!!

haha.. kerje bodo. but still, :D
i'd like to keep such special moments to myself.

2006-01-01T18:10:00.000+08:00

=)
x)
>)
:)
:P
;)

smileys says it all.

2005-12-31T23:16:00.000+08:00

OPPS. ITS FRIENDS FOREVER. not friend forever. HEEE. =)
KNN I'M JEALOUS OF DOS IDIOTS WHO WILL BE CELEBG THE DOWNTOWN. :(

2005-12-31T15:54:00.000+08:00

Part IV: update on yesterday, wrapping up for 05 and yearning for 06.

yesterday was officially the last day of 2oo5 in which i spent w two of my favourite girls. yeah since we all will be going to 3 different paths for first 3 mths. :'( so we all went to bugis street and got ourselves same rings to be used at our pinkies (?). bought same belts as well as earrings. psst thanks.
before that, junn and i were treated by bryan himself at SWENSONS since he actually owed me smtg since an eternity ago. thanks.

so after that, we all headed to ESPLANADE/CT LINK again. chilled at the same spot at GELARE and it was as usual, crazzzzyyy! i mean, we got insane-d!! apparently it's my latest fav hang-out. tho you can see quite alot of couples making out at night (esplanade). haha. some women offered this paper thingum and we wrote our new year resolution which was to be hanged around one of those stupid blocks or whatever you call them. i became emo bemo. cant surpress such sadness of leaving your friends! reminisced our time spent. how goh mei juan was actually my no 1 person i really hate in sec 1. omg i'm sorry honey. and how i overcome-d this jealousy of mine. idiotic tiffs i had w junn. sorry. maintaining this beautiful friendship w them is the only new year resolution i'm making for 2006. becos it means alot to me. i dont need to make other new year resolutions. come to think of it, you dont need a new year to come jus to to change yourself etcetc, no? bullshits la all this nonsense.

i guess that wraps up our friendship for 2005. i love you Goh Mei Juan ( BUAN BUAN ) and Tsai Wen Jun ( BONG BONG ) ALOT! :'( thanks for filling up this emptiness as girlfriends/boyfriends/sisters.

ok enough. now i shall wrap up 2005 before the clock strikes midnight and we all will be welcoming 2oo6.

it has been an emotional-rollercoaster ride. yet it has been an eye-opener. learnt a couple of useful things along the way. memories engraved, friendships forged. i turned 16 on my favourite date, o5o5o5. indeed it has been the best year of my life. my birthday was wonderfully spent w my favourite grp of people. i was more liberated compared to my previous years. thus, i enjoyed more, played more and.. became more rebellious, in a way. struggled my way thru Os as well as did alot of catching up. i can safely say 2oo5 isnt a relationship year for me unlike last year. i lost a couple of friends but made a 100 more. i got second w tt bimbotic candice in semifinals during national canoeing compe but 4th in finals. and i was v elated yet frustrated all the same. stressful year nontheless as i cried when i cant do or finish my hw BUT i enjoyed this year thoroughly. i thank Him for lengthening my life, giving my opportunity to appreciate His doings.

i am hoping that the coming year would be jus as wonderful or ever better and tt i wont repeat the blunders ive made in my previous years.

happy new year in advance. LOVE LOVE. =)

2005-12-31T15:38:00.000+08:00

Part III: esplanade, same day as sentosa's.

those two bitches blurred their beautiful faces! :( niwae it's us w hafizah, longtimenosee friend. (:

beautiful view of fullerton hotel area from the esplanade.

white balls floating on the spore river.

a band playing LIVE.

junn EMO BEEMOOO. :( ?

lepaked w the babes at gelare. i guess tt wraps up the wonderful day. :D:D:D

afroboy and company drove junn and i nuts to the maxxx!

2005-12-31T14:31:00.000+08:00

PART II: more updates.

the view of the other side of the island.

OMMGGG MJ!

bus trip to palawan~~bitch~~ beach and we were all retarded!

2005-12-31T13:00:00.000+08:00

PART I: picture updates. trip to sentosa on 28/12.
pictures are randomly arranged by blogger.

2005-12-29T22:26:00.000+08:00

soooooooo much to tell..

2005-12-27T21:27:00.000+08:00

i brought along my blades for nothing! jannah, afq and i went to PP Banquet to cekik and talked cock. talk cock sounds v crude. ok i shall say, talk nonsense. i love them to bits coz they made me so childish although i'm like 1-2 years older than them. talked abt how the canoeing team is doing and blah3.

it rained at first. then it kinda receded (?). afterwards afq and i went to eat at GELARE ECP in which after that, i put on my blades and all.

but then. KNN it rained.
so i bladed for 5 mins or less and then, i gave up coz it was slippery and i do not need another scar on my another leg.

:D

i'm going sentosa tomoro w the 2 bitches tt kicks ass. weeee!

2005-12-26T15:54:00.000+08:00

i am... gonna be.. an... auntie sooonnnn!!
omg omg omg omg.
i will never allow my niece to call me makcik, wak, bibik or any other commonly-used titles given to an auntie tt folks have been adapted to use!
heee.
the thought of my mother being a grandmother is so.. surreal.
hohohehehaha! so exciting!! :D
like i am waiting for a baby sibling's arrival like that.
yeayyy!

psst cuz. dont break this verdict to your mom or whoever. hush hush first ey. (;